Where did the perspective go?

Friday: I was dealing with it.

Saturday: I was dealing with it (and very very well, I might add).

Sunday: I’m not.  I want to give up.  I want to stop this madness.  The toll on my marriage, on my life…this has all been so big.  Too too many challenges in the last ten years.  I don’t think I’m tough enough.  I don’t think I have the strength.  I just want to curl up and make the pain and the anger and the sadness go away right now.  I want the innocence back.  I want all those things that can’t happen because this is Life and not a book or a Lifetime movie…

But I also want my baby.

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