Friday: I was dealing with it.
Saturday: I was dealing with it (and very very well, I might add).
Sunday: I’m not. I want to give up. I want to stop this madness. The toll on my marriage, on my life…this has all been so big. Too too many challenges in the last ten years. I don’t think I’m tough enough. I don’t think I have the strength. I just want to curl up and make the pain and the anger and the sadness go away right now. I want the innocence back. I want all those things that can’t happen because this is Life and not a book or a Lifetime movie…
But I also want my baby.
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