This was the day I called it in 2010. I had all the familiar pangs and pulls that I get when I am a week out from my period. The progesterony cramping and the blissful ignorance fades and I enter a new worrying zone…and get pretty convinced it’s over. Nine times out of ten I am right (six times out of seven). I am trying this time around to not think that…and to think maybe I am wrong again. I am trying to think that maybe this past week- this whole cycle- was to teach me some new things. (Refer to a previous post for some…). I also got to spend some quality time with a friend I haven’t really seen in years, and I think we mutually helped each other through some stuff. I relaxed a bit these last few days, I reflected on the amazing family we have created, and I just tried to “be.” Whatever that means.
I am reminding myself of all of these things now, so in a few days, if and when things do indeed turn south, I can reread this, and find some peace in the end of this process.
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