Going tomorrow a.m. to help my sanity.

My nurse was super, over-the-top reassuring when I called her (um, 2.5 times) yesterday afternoon with my concerns.  She told me my estrogen and progesterone were really great, and that my numbers look fine, and they are not at all concerned and therefore I shouldn’t be either.  However, she did offer to put me on for another beta tomorrow…and I accepted.  Better to get the info before the weekend to know if I should really be a nervous nellie over the weekend, or if I can at least breathe easier.  I haven’t been obsessing as much as I expected to…but of course, I’ve been obsessing enough (insert smiley face here).  I can’t decide if I want to answer the call tomorrow or just let it go to voicemail when the nurse calls…I can already imagine my heartrate as I see the number on my phone.  Please oh please, let tomorrow be a good answer.  Saturday:  anniversary of twin miscarriage.  Would like to wake up on that day with some sort of positive information in my heart to help me through it…


And we hope to be home in an electrically-powered abode by tomorrow sometime…

2 Comments, Comment or Ping

  1. Oh i am so so so so so hoping, praying, crossing it all, channeling positive thoughts and sending you carzy hugs for some good news girl. This really could be ok. Well more than ok, you just may be pregnant, I think you are. Good to hear you may be back in an abode with power yeah for that too. xoxoxoxo

    March 18th, 2010

  2. My fingers are crossed for you. I’ll be sending tons of positive energy your way and praying with all my heart that the numbers are good.

    Hugs and love!!

    March 19th, 2010

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