It is three days past transfer. And I know. The discernable non-pregnant cramps arrived around 5am this morning. If you had asked me yesterday, I would have told you yes, it worked. I think it worked. I am due for it to work, so it worked. I played the game the best I could…how could it not work? Today…a sadder version of my self writes this. I Hate that I need to keep doing the shots through next Tuesday. I Hate that my body shows the signs so early. But I did everything I could this cycle. And as T told me this morning as he held me and I tried hard not to cry…we will have another child one day. It is not happening anywhere close to our timetable. It may not even be our biological child. But I will be a mom to another child. That dream will come true, just not this time.
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No, I just can’t believe you are counting yourself out only 3 days after transfer. No, no no. It’s way too early. If you posted this 3 days from now, maybe, but not today. (hugs)
December 17th, 2009
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