Eff. Me.

FSH was 20.8.

countless ounces of fresh wheatgrass did nothing.

having hope and faith did nothing.

this cycle will be cancelled.

the doctor still has hope for me.

I want to.

I want to have hope.


Eff.  Me.

9 Comments, Comment or Ping

  1. oh, hon. I am sorry for this news. I know it all too well.

    No assvice, just hugs,

    October 15th, 2009

  2. I am so, so sorry. I just had my last IVF cancelled, too, and I was completely devastated. I know it’s not exactly the same, but I just wanted you to know that I have some small understanding of your pain right now and am so sad for you.

    Thinking of you.


    October 16th, 2009

  3. Alexicographer

    Here from LFCA. So sorry. Fellow high FSH IVFer here, if you want to email me.

    Cancellation stinks.

    October 16th, 2009

  4. Sue

    Here from LFCA.

    I just wanted to say how sorry I am to hear your news. It’s such an awful roller coaster. Thinking of you.

    October 16th, 2009

  5. **HUGS**


    October 16th, 2009

  6. Oh no, this is awful. I’m so so sorry…

    -from another high FSHer.

    October 17th, 2009

  7. Man so sorry… eff all things infertile huh? Thinking of you and know that the next cycle will not be effed, i just know it.

    October 17th, 2009

  8. Here from LFCA. I just wanted to say I’m so very sorry.

    October 18th, 2009

  9. Eff IF!! I know exactly what you mean about not having hope. Hope hurts! I’m so sorry :(

    October 21st, 2009

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